Hi guys. It’s exactly 4 in the morning and I had this sudden urge to get out of bed and just write something. My fingers are itching to write; I miss hitting the keyboard with stories and ideas vomiting out of my brain faster than my fingers can type. I know, I left my blog idle for quite some time, and I really do wish I could write from time to time. I know also that I have been saying that every time but still end up having no single update at all. Hindi bale, I am finally having my blog fixed (this time it’s for real!); from its layout to this bandwidth thing that I know nothing about. When everything’s done, I hope to be active again– again, I hope.
I really do miss staying up all night and do nothing but blog; that was something I really do often before. Lately, I have been hitting the sheets before 12mn so I can get a good night’s rest; then I’d wake up at around 8 and drag myself out of bed feeling like I stayed up aaaall night. Lagi akong inaantok! Sometimes I feel like I am gonna fall asleep in the shower. Even in barangay, I’d sleep on my way to work and get out of my car to get ready for the show (Eat Bulaga) at around 10:30 and my body would still feel so tired and heavy. I always think, “Shet, yung iba nga gumigising ng 6am, tapos ako literal na tanghali ang simula ng trabaho, hirap na hirap pa din bumangon.” I couldn’t help but also think, “Ngayon palang ba nagrrecuperate yung katawan ko tulog na nawala sa akin no’ng mga nakaraang taon?” Funny things is, it feels like my body is not used to getting a decent night’s sleep. Might as well stay up all night every day so I’d regain my vitality. Lol.
Speaking of staying up all night, I pulled an all-nighter last night because my best friends and I got together for the last time before one of them (Maryse) leaves for the States. As always, I had a good and fun time with that crazy bunch! Though I still wish the barkada was complete. (s/o to Kamille who’s in Australia and Ola who’s on the sick list “daw”) We spent 4 hours playing Cards Against Humanity and I honestly did not expect to have fun while playing the game. Masaya din naman pala! As a consequence, losers had to gobble up some Korean Spicy Noodles (the red one! 2x spicier than the original one!) You guys know how much I love spicy food, but damn this one made my stomach feel queasy in the morning. Welp, the challenge was good while it lasted.
Anyhoo, we all had a good time and we’ll definitely miss being together on random week nights. We will miss you, Maryse! The group won’t be the same without you– the laughterbater and the gullible one too! Actually, our barkada will never be the same unless we are complete. Each of us has this certain role and character that when one is not around it always feels like a piece is missing; kesyo walng tagatawa, walang nagpapatawa, walang slow, walang medyo engot, walang basag trip, atbp. Hay, this bunch is worthy of anything. Anyhoo, I hope we could still stay in touch at all times! Maryse has not left yet but I cannot wait for her to get back already, along with Kamille ofcourse! I hope to see you two return fulfilled and happy! On a different note, I wanna go to the States too! Namiss ko na ang mga itlog ng Sagamore, chos.
Oh by the way, I received an award earlier today from EdukCircle! I am one of this year’s Most Influential Female Celebrity Endorsers. Naks naman, hiyang hiya lang ako kanina. I don’t know but for some reason attending awarding ceremonies make me nervous. Kukunin ko lang naman yung award, feeling ko magpperform ako sa Superbowl. Chos! I guess this stage fright of mine never really went away. Parang reporting lang sa school, feeling ko nagrereport ako sa buong Pilipinas. Good thing we didn’t have any thesis defense back in college, baka feeling ko nagsasalita ako sa senado. Lol anyway, thank you very much EdukCircle for the recognition! It wouldn’t be possible without the support of the people who love me kaya maraming salamat din po sainyo. 🙂
What else.. hmm. I will try to be back later (If I still could! I hope my blog won’t crash this time!) and try to write some more. Perhaps about our short trip to Leyte for the Miss Millennial x Eat Bulaga OBB shoot? Or a Sunday Currently entry? Or I don’t know, something else, whatever I feel like writing when I get up/when my brain starts to function again. Time check, it’s 4:58am. Time to hit the sheets! Good night/morning and happy Sunday, everybody!