Take me back

Every so often, I still get this feeling of longing for my life back when I was in the US; it was a whole lot different from how my life is going at the present moment. It actually kind of makes me sad, to think that this-right now is reality; that my six-month stay in the States felt like some kind of a dream. Most of the things we (my friends and I) did when we were there can never be done here (s/o to my parents for being super strict). I just wish there could be another opportunity that could take us back to the States; but at present, I’d say it is beyond the bounds of possibility. *sigh*
So I just came up with a list of a few things I truly miss..

1. Good company


I don’t think I have ever felt comfortable in a big group of people until I met these guys. I don’t think my internship would turn out so fun and so great without them. We are all different in so many ways but we get along so well. And I am def looking forward to spending good time with them again soon 🙂

2. Chico Lauron


 The best person I have met in Bolton, enough said.

3. Online shopping!!!
One of the perks of having your own credit card. I remember how I used to spend my weekly salary on online shopping. Sucks but I can’t help it, it is just too addicting. I mean it is fun and convenient but you can’t try anything on and see how it really looks so it’s a big gamble, you feel me? (and ugh the shipping rates) 

4. Inuman nights and parties!
I know it is inappropriate to say but I really miss being intoxicated and not caring about anything else in the world.. for a night. (And not having to worry about my curfew and my parents cause they’ll never know.. unless they find out my blog. Worst. Nightmare.)

5. Kitchen duties
I do miss working in the kitchen at times! (Admitted that cooking is not my passion and Culinary career is unfortunately not for me)
I am actually having the biggest decision of my life (thus far); whether I’m going to go on with Culinary track or do something else where I could be more efficient. If given a chance, I would like to go back to the States and work as a cook again. But I don’t know, I have no idea what God has in store for me after I graduate.. none at all. *sigh* Sucks to admit that I am almost twenty yet I still do not know exactly what I want to do in life and it really really really really really upsets me.


6. Independent life
I could be away from home for years; as long as I am with my friends, I am totally fine. So take me back!

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  2. School has been very stressful lately. I’m physically and mentally stressed. Every week seems like hell. But whenever I got the chance to watch EB especially ALDUB moments, all the pressure and the bad feelings inside me seem to go away even if its just for 30 mins. HAHAHA. You make me laugh, you make me smile, you make me go kilig, you make me forget reality. And I, Ate Maine, am very thankful for those short but happy memories. I’m eternally grateful. Thank you <3

  3. Jowanne says: Reply

    Hi Meng! Almost 1 year since you posted this 🙂 & yes! I am back read-ing your blog. Haha. I want to be inspired kase =)

    The struggle is real. I can really relate myself to you. You know from being an introvert to being not sure what career to tackle. 🙁 the feels when you finish college but you don’t feel that the course you took up is really for you. Haha

    But I am sure that now, you’ve found your destiny & that is, making other people happy through televisions =)

    You know, sometimes I just wanna talk to you & ask an advice about life. Haha seems like you’ve gone a long way eventhough I’m older 1 year to you. Hehe

    Sorry for this. I love you, Menggay! See you soon ♡ *I Hope* crossedfingers

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