Before anything else, I would like you to know that you have been a really good (best)friend; I wouldn’t be writing this letter in the first place if you weren’t. And I thank you for all the things you’ve done to me and for me; merely for being a true friend– from day one up to now.
I have always admired our bond through the years; but let’s face the fact that people change with time– so do relationships. Our relationships with some people change whether we like it or not– it’s inevitable… I think? And at this moment, I am writing you this letter in view of the fact that our used-to-be-really-cool-friendship has started to fizzle out.
We used to be really close to each other; we were more like sisters than friends. We tell each other everything and we talk about the most random and irrelevant things of all. We never ran out of things to say and things to talk about; and I find that amusing for some reason. I used to think we won’t ever get tired of talking to each other– I guess we did, in some way. I do not know if it is me, or you, or the two of us who got tired of dealing with each other’s anecdotes and musings; my point is, we let it happen.. and that is the saddest part of all.
Things between us are different now, admit it or not; we are way closer before than we are right now. And I don’t know why but for some reason I feel like there’s a small barrier between us. I am sorry if I have been rather distant if we have always been close. Forgive me if I refuse to talk to you sometimes; I shall admit that I am doing that intentionally, only for the reason that talking to you makes me sad for I know that it isn’t the same anymore–talking to you isn’t the same anymore.
You see that’s the thing about relationships.. we don’t get to keep something alive for good and all. At some point things will begin to fall apart; sometimes we can still do something to prevent it from happening, sometimes we don’t. As for the two of us, I hope we get to regain what’s been missing. After all, I am glad you are still in my life; I am glad that we still get to talk every so often and laugh at the same corny jokes. I hope in time we can catch up on all the things we’ve missed out and talk about the crazy things we used to share.
I miss you, little biatch.
your close friend